Sunday, April 15, 2007
hey guys i know its been quite a short time since i last updated but i just gotta blog whats on my
mind right now, if not i'l seriously go crazy.....
yeah well I've been having a few dreams of late, and each 1 tells a different story
Dream 1.
i hold your hand and walk towards the end of a tunnel accompanied by some people.
Dream 2.
i see you kissing another guy, and i walk away.
Well each of these dreams tell a different story.
But since i asked God whether to go ahead with this relationship, i seriously don't know
which dream to believe.
Well since this year is my o-lvl year, i don't want to fall into the trap of having a bad relationship, getting depressed and finally screwing up my o-lvls.
Moreover, i feel that you will get to know a lot of better guys than me once you start.
Probably you will find one that suits you and make him your guy or something.
Its seriously getting depressing for me, and the feeling seriously sucks.
Its just so hard to let you go, and it seriously feels really hurtful.
i feel so inadequate about myself, and yeah i feel that the only solution that will avoid hurting myself in future is to stop right here.
It WILL be painful, but i think i have no other choice.
yeah so all the best to you, hope you can find one guy that will remain truthful to you always...
yeah well thats it....
